fiilthyfingers:

dead.

first picture.

i’ve always told myself that if i blog about something, it means i am affected by it.

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never knew this could ever happen to me. it wasn’t supposed to turn out this way. it was a simple harmless fall. how could this happen to me..

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they came back. i was secretly wishing for something bad to happen so that i could understand why this happen to me.

nothing but peace, joy and laughter happened.

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if you love me enough, you wouldn’t talk about it to me. you wouldn’t tell me about the trip which i could have gone to. a trip which i very much wanted to go to.

if you love me enough, you would have cared more. you would have probably bought me something to make me feel better. (given the situation, i am not asking for too much)

if you love me enough, i wouldn’t have any difficulties telling you that i might be going for an op next week.

if you love me enough, you would know that i very much wanted to enjoy the beautiful snow that i have been fantasizing for a very long time.

i don’t even  have the strength to click through the whole album because i know i could have been the one over there.. enjoying it with you.

depressing.

devastating.

why me.

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i can never see winter the same way again.

it’s like i am emotionally scarred.

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i am losing so much. so so much. friends, outings.. things that will make me feel better, things that make me feel somewhat whole again inside.

on the other hand, i guess these things are also necessary to be deemed socially acceptable.

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must i honestly go to that extent? must i? to be deemed socially acceptable?

idk i cant find myself.

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if i am sane enough, i wouldn’t think about you everday.

#unhealthy

HAHAA

Haven’t been the best daughter. I’m sorry.

little-demetria:

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 LE CRYES….:*(

STOPPPPPPP ;___________;

I CAN’T I JUST CAN’T